Reflection
When I first began doing my internship at ACPACYS, the most challenging part was feeling unproductive and unhelpful. Granted, these feelings were generated within my own mind, not by other people. Everyone I have met at ACPACYS has been kind and I can tell they do the work that they do because they genuinely care about the members. They take the time to learn peoples' interests and talk to each person using the tone of voice that makes sense based on their actual age. That is, they speak to adults with disabilities using the same tone of voice they would use with an adult, not a child. Sometimes, I felt it was difficult to make much of an impact because I did not know the members nearly as well as the staff members. Because of this, I couldn't help feed people, I couldn't help people get in and out of their wheelchairs, I couldn't help people use the bathroom when they needed to go, and many of the members refused to do their work no matter how hard I tried to engage th